I didn't think I had to. I thought I was almost OK. I thought I was stronger then this. Once again I was wrong.
I vented. I lifted till I could lift no more. I got it all out. It shouldn't have happened. I have more control.
I was in the shower and then all of a sudden my face was wet, it was dripping. It wasn't bath water but tears. Then the inevitable shaking. The pep talk we give our selves to know it is just one hurdle. I want to think it was just a moment of a break down. I have a feeling I am wrong.
Quote of the day: Its hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you cant take anymore. - Savage Garden
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